It’s been 4 months since graduating and 4 months since I gave birth, It ain’t all bad but it ain’t all good either. For months I have been searching high and low for a job related to my degree, I’ve put in over 50 job applications, and I’ve gone on multiple job interviews. After a while I began to question myself after being turned down and rejected soo many times. I always told myself that I wouldn’t be one to graduate and not have a job waiting on me, but here I am with nothing. I guess you can say I had a big ego, until reality slapped me right in the face.
I thought I had it all planned out, I would graduate be a stay at home mom for a few months, and be working in my field until going to law school. But those plans went to shit quick. I can’t afford to hash out $190 to take the test required to get into law school, I’m still jobless (I nanny part time, but that doesn’t make me very much money) and at this point I feel completely hopeless. Every single day I put in job applications hoping for a breakthrough. Some would say “you knew what you were getting yourself into” but I honestly didn’t, like I said I thought I had it all planned out. Here I am at this road block in my life, and I don’t know what to do, but keep praying, and remind myself that my situation is temporary. I am blessed enough to have a man that took on the heavy load, but that forces him to not be able to enjoy his money. I want to be able to meet him half way, and for months I haven’t been able to, somethings got to give. I have been working soo hard to put myself and my family in a better position. I plan to have my business launched by the new year, and by the grace of god I hope to have a job in my field as soon as possible. As for law school I’m not really sure when I’m going to be able to start due to finances, and having a small child. For now I’m going to continue to trust in the lords process, and keep pushing to be the best I can be. I want to extend a special thanks to Kalea, because you have been an amazing sister and friend. The help and support to have given me is greatly appreciated.
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I am going to tell you what everyone tells me. Although I have a job right now, I am still in a time of transition. I know it’s hard when things aren’t going as you had planned, but people always tell me that that means that there will be great things for you ahead, but you have to trust in the process. Try to enjoy this time home with your baby and know that something will come along. I am also in the process of trying to create my own business, so I know how hard it can be. Hang in there.
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